The first thing I want to say is I miss my family, a whole lot. I still miss the family's meal everyday my mom cooked when I have to prepare for food all by myself. I miss my dad when I have some hard projects, he used to help me but now I have to figure them out by myself, and they take a long time. I miss my little sister when I need someone to talk to after the long day of class. I miss them a lot.
Today is Halloween, people are suppose to go out and have fun, but I stay at home on my own. I feel really lonely. Halloween is not A Vietnamese traditional event but every year, my family still go out and have a great dinner to celebrate it. This year, things have changed. I see the little boy of my roommate is going out with his parents to go trick or treat, I feel jealous. I am so jealous with him right now, he has his mom and his dad with him, but I don't have them today. I just can see them through webcam, try to smile so that they don't have to worry about me.
Life goes on and I still have a long journey to go to. I'm just feeling not very good right now but I'll change. Like Morrie in the book that I've read, I'll just spend a little bit of time a day to cry, to miss my family, and then get up and be happy the rest of the day.
If they do wish in Halloween, I wish that I could go back to my real home in Vietnam just for an hour right now.
